The Pain Of Jesus

I saw a vision on sunday.

In front of me were rows and rows of heart nicely laid out.
There was a man there who picked up a heart in His hand, streched it towards me and said, " I believe this is yours"
As if I was in the conversation, I replied, "Yes, it is. But I don't want it"
He looked confused then he asked me, "which heart would you like then?"
I searched the area and at a corner of that place I saw a heart which was labelled Jesus' heart. The top right of it was burned, it had fresh scars all over it. But it was still beating.
I told the man, "I want that heart"
He replied, "Are you sure? It hurts a lot"
and as if it was natural of me I said, "I need to know God's pain"